Long time no post.....

Honestly I hadn't really thought I'd ever post on her again. No real reason just what I thought. But today on the way to pick up my boys from school my 4 year old says to me " Mommy I want to be small like you!". Well this makes me want to continue on the losing streak. I am going to get back on the "diet" train. I was able to play soccer last night for the first time in 6 weeks. It felt great to get out there again didn't realize how I missed it. I haven't been doing much of anything physically but plenty on the eating aspect of things. So I am up a good bit from the end of my last competition weight. I have let laziness and self-pity get to me and there are no excuses. While I am down 4 sizes from last January I feel like a bloated cow! I serously have a spare tire around the mid section that I'd rather not have and I know that I can either sit here and watch it blow up larger or do something. While I don't have the motivation of $$ or a competition anymore I do have my daughter's goal in life to be "small" like me. You see she is comparing me to my husband who is 6'5"ish and I am only 5'7". But I want her to be in her teens and still thinking I am small. Ok guess it's time to get a better game plan.